I am having mild withdrawal symptoms. I need to write and don’t know where to put it anymore. Don’t know where the kind of things I write will be welcome and where they won’t be welcome. Fact is I usually not sure of what I want to write till I’m done writing it. But you all strike me as a pretty friendly bunch, even if I am pretty scared of that moose on the rules page.
I’ve been writing since the early 40’s, when I’d hide under the cellar door with my Red Chief writing tablet and a pencil stub sharpened with a knife. Writing has been my survival tool, my best and most faithful companion, and the main joy of these 71 years. My idea of a delightful death is to simply conk out with my head resting on this keyboard.
I used to write a about lot of things I was sure I knew more about than anyone else. I was so very smart: surely it was my duty to share my awesome insights and wisdom with the world. Then I finally sobered up.
It was a harsh awakening. Made only worse by the passing of years. Then more years. And somehow I ended up 70 years old, in solid possession of enough hard earned, healthy humility to realize I really don’t “know” a hell of a lot about anything for sure.
I can only know what small portion of reality I’ve seen so far with these limited eyes, have experienced from within this skin, and have perceived with a mind that is constantly evolving.
Which means I am a rotten political analyst, and the worst debater on earth. I’m way past being able to see things simply as black and white, right or wrong, good and bad, higher or lower or better or worse.
So I exchanged my white horse for a three wheeled electric scooter, and my armor for a set of comfy sweats. I still have my lance sitting by the door, in case I get invaded by any of the super holy republicans in this place that really REALLY want to save my sorry ass.
I guess I’m just more of a storyteller type now. I love surfing the web till something grabs the hungry muse, then I let her have her way with it. Sometimes it’s a story, or a memory, or some poetry, or just the observations of a wondering mind.
There. I feel better now for having written something in fresher air!
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